Today Momma starts radiation. 1 treatment of 25.
It has been interesting to see God move and stretch me through this whole situation.
Some days I struggle with doubt and frustration. It was supposed to be a black and white situation. Mastectomy. Reconstruction. Pill. Gone. .9mm changed all that. Chemo recommended. Surgery recommended. Radiation promised. After all the debate, radiation is the answer. Will radiation really do the trick???
Some days I am indifferent and just simply do not want to think about it.
Some days I have peace and know that God will bring good from the situation. I just finished reading The Lion's Mark trilogy by Francine Rivers and it reminded me constantly of just that. God's love never changes and He is with me. I just need to seek Him and I will find Him.
There is a band called Everybody Duck. They have a song that really fits where I feel like I have been spiritually during this whole thing.
Here it is. Check it out.
Great band! Great song! We continue to pray for you and your family as you go through this. Our God is good! He will find a way to bring glory to His name through all of this.
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